October 2011
1 post
Pressure
I have no work due tomorrow though I’m feeling in the mood to do something. I can’t concentrate on the things I need to do that are due after tomorrow however. I suppose I just work better as deadlines are fast approaching and the pressure is on.
It’s a funny thing, pressure. It keeps us alive, literally speaking. Air pressure, capillary pressure, blood pressure; they all keep...
July 2011
2 posts
All I really want...
is to not have to do all the things I know I need to do in order to make it possible to do the things I want to do.
For example, a 40 hour a week job and two summer classes on top of that. The 40 hour a week job grants me my apartment for the next year. Apartment = freedom. The summer classes (which aren’t easy BTW: Chem 2 and dynamics), will help in my endeavor to actually graduate with a...
April 2011
1 post
Justified.
We loved each other.
Sometimes it was messy, sometimes it made no sense, and sometimes it got in the way.
But it was always beautiful.
It always felt right in that little place in my lower belly where the butterflies lived.
I don’t care that it ended.
I don’t care that I have regrets.
I don’t care that I figured out we are not right for each other at all.
I don’t...
March 2011
17 posts
You are so transparent.
Men are silly
They say one thing, mean another, and do something completely different. Maybe that’s just this man, or maybe I just have that effect on him…
Too much non-hibernation going on right now.
I’m an engineering student, so I basically spend most of my time studying. To do this, I seclude myself in the library. And by seclude, I mean to say that I hide in the back depths of the third floor stacks of books where no other humans dwell so I can do my work with no distractions. However, at this current moment, there are no lights on above the second floor. I am left with a...
The internet is acting bipolar.
It’ll connect for a few minutes, then kick me off. Facebook seems to work better than anything. Tumblr works pretty good too. But if I go to answer my online chemistry homework, I’m out of luck. 30 questions. Due in two hours. It’s taken 45 minutes to get through 2. Kill me now.
You know the "relationship" is over when they...
That awkward moment when you realize you were...
“Love it will not betray you, dismay or enslave you, It will set you free.”
– Mumford and Sons - Sigh No More
“Some people bring out the worst in you, others bring out the best, and then...”
– Karen Marie Moning (via 117elevenseven)
WTF happened to Myspace?
And why can I now link my Facebook to it?
…….I can’t be the only one who didn’t know about this…
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What is your favorite Starburst flavor?
No, this isn't some ill-fated attempt to win you...
I am genuinely concerned about your well-being. You can’t be happy with how you’re living right now, and you don’t seem to be enjoying life at all. I’m not even assuming it is because you no longer have me, but maybe I could help. I know its hard for you to believe that I still care about you after how you treated me, but you used to be my best friend, not just my...
February 2011
9 posts
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Seven Best Places in the World to See the Stars →
Megan Renee.: They bombed the airports in Libya. →
typewritersandnikons:
rockmyworldrdj:
Now they’re sure no other country will interfere and everyone can be killed. It’s disgusting.
No one seems to care and probably no one will reblog this.
I hate this and what kills me even more is THERE IS STILL NO HEADLINES ON THE NEWS. The…
The scope of this is just not known to so many people. I couldn’t even imagine being over there right...
passthemike asked: Hey stranger!
I love myself.
Just sayin’
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My mother always told me never to talk to...
But I guess on the internet, it’s socially acceptable and even encouraged. However, consider how many internet hackers are out there who are able to infiltrate that security software you never update, find your IP address and subsequent location, and become machete hackers instead? The Craigslist killer and those dudes on “To Catch a Predator” are just a taste of what lurks...
January 2011
1 post
August 2010
2 posts
Why?
My friend Jeff, the nicest person I have ever met, a kid who once told me I was one of his best friends, committed suicide.
I still don’t believe it. What is probably the saddest part about it is he was lying alone for two days before anyone found him. Not that they weren’t looking, but its still incredibly tragic to think about.
I went to the wake. It was incredibly sad but there...
July 2010
2 posts
Your eyes are my sunrise
Your smile is my sunny day
And your embrace is my sunset
I used to write a lot...
All of it was pretty depressing. Stories that made you sad, poems that ripped your heart out, and songs that described your inner woes. That was when I was depressed.
Now that I’m happy, I don’t know what to write about. It seems I was so in touch with being sad that I could put it into words. I’m not used to being happy. I don’t know what to do with this.
I suppose it is...
June 2010
1 post
The best part about my boyfriend is...
For the first time in my life, I don’t feel horribly inadequate. In fact, a lot of the time he makes me feel overqualified for my own life.
He says he dreads the day I figure out I’m too good for him. If only he understood that could never happen; I’m only good enough for him because he fixed me when I wasn’t good enough for myself.
May 2010
4 posts
Sometimes you have to cry for no reason, to make...
kellyness53:
feedmetothetrees:
wishonakiss:thisismywonderland:gotwisdom:(via stultaluna)
I love that people are still reblogging and liking this post, almost a year later.
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Phobophobia is the fear of phobias, or the fear of...
A person with Phobophobia is mortified of developing a phobia.
“The only thing we have to fear is fear itself”
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Before I met you
I hated my appearance. I checked every mirror I came across, each time trying to tease my hair the right way, smudge my eyeliner the right way, and tried to cover up the tiny blemishes that to me took over my whole face. I would only not wear eyeliner when I ran out and was too broke to buy more. I dyed my hair religiously to avoid even the slightest root showing because I felt it made my bad...
We are genetically engineered to screw everything...
Until we find someone to make it right again
March 2010
6 posts
We're all doomed
I envy Plato's metaphorical cave people.
I should just give up caring
Seriously. It hurts too much.
Maybe.
Maybe its the smile to hide the pain. Maybe its the constant lies, mostly to myself. Maybe its the things that I think about that should really be swept under the rug. Maybe its the fact that I tend to think more about things I shouldn’t think about after I acknowlege that I shouldn’t be thinking about them. Maybe its the constant living in the past and being terrified of the future....
Oh hey there Tumblr, long time no see...
I’m gonna spare the crazy amount of updating I need to supply because none of you care or probably even remember who I am and I’m just showing up on your dashboard with SO MUCH TEXT and you’re all going to look away. Maybe I’ll upload a photo with this so you may spend more than three seconds looking at this post.
Anyways, I came on here to vent. I’m probably back...
February 2010
1 post
I feel like a typical college girl right now.
Ugg boots, peacoat, knit cap, coffee, backpack, on my laptop in the student center waiting for class.
January 2010
5 posts
Happiness is a smoking gun, and you're the...
Hitler was one smarmy looking dude
and he forever ruined that fashionable stache for anyone with a conscience.
Lookin' like a fool with your pants on the ground